Half-lives and Half-loves

This is my victory
Life over self-denial
and coming to overcome
My favorite mistakes

A new life
Full of the newness
I've been missing for so long
No more settling for half-lives and half-loves

I'm insecure
I know
I've never been here before
And I don't know how I'll do

But it's got to be better
Than always wanting something more
Than waiting for someone to catch me
Instead of leading me on

No more small niceties and big disappointments
I'm choosing the right guy for good

This is my victory. Finally.